Always waiting
God
I say that I seek you
But is that true?
I look for you
In the noise
Of mindless music
The television’s endless voice
Drowns out
Your voice
I hunt for you
By being in charge
By filling each moment
By running away
When things are good
I don’t remember you
Or call for you
When I am lonely
Or sad
Or afraid
I cry to you
Knowing that
No matter how
I ignore you
You will listen
And answer
My cry